The tapping foot, the rocking when I was little, the constantly playing with my hands -- all that was the hintings of body memories.
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Thursday 17APR2008
Toughness is hard to learn.. because it is only available to me if I'm in the moment. Once out of the moment, the Toughness is gone.
My actions/behavior will throw me out of Toughness, and I find that I can't feel or think truly. The first thing to do is stop trying and change position to one of Toughness.
But I'm unhappy .. There's no such thing as unhappy. Only Toughness, and not Tough.
More and more Toughness leads me to Him.
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Friday 18APR2008
The psychic deep in Arkansas said to me: _You live in a world you've created for yourself._
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