Since they’re gonna place identity on everything you do, what can you do? You do what you want, you act how you want. It will be unseen and you will remain invisible.
Doing what you want is the only way. All that can be taken from you is the moment. They can’t even take your life -- because still, you were here.
I knew this on June 1st, even in those words, and still I did not understand.
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O____: Yeah, I got some cousins who are goofy. (Rodriguez and I bust out laughing) .. My story is so serious, I should be the least goofy .. But sometimes I’m the most.
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(Back from Louisville with R___ and O___ and T____)
It’s nice having friends, even if they are brand new. Having a night out on the town. I still feel on edge, this living a Real life, while feeling so UnReal. To not be able to feel .. when I know these moments are important, and I’m missing out. Because I can’t feel anything on the other side of my skin.
I remember what it was like in Arkansas, with the blonde girl. It was like I was alive again. I was almost there tonight.
I just want to go back to the baseball glove in the rain.. (back when I was a little kid and played baseball). Those were the sweetest days.
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