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31MAY2009
　
(waking) Had chaotic dreams similar to the chaos of On the Road’s social scenes.
Work focuses me the most, physical, hard work. I try to bleed that power into my other forms of work like reading, eating, waiting in line, writing these notes.
_Their work became for them a spiritual practice_ -- Tolle.
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02JUN2009
　
(waking) .. dreamed about One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest. Big Nurse wouldn’t let me at the bird to deploy because she said I had failed too many times.
She changes to the cashier window at a Tech school where she continues saying she won’t allow me to enroll because I’d failed schooling so many times.